In Which V-Day Becomes Positive
Feb. 15th, 2009 05:24 amPCP AWESOMENESS!!
Brian gave me 2 pills and so I rolled and it was awesome. I got to reconnect with most of my friends from first year, which was really nice. And not just that I was rolling and they were (or sometimes weren't), but we actually talked and it was really nice. I also was able to talk to Jon Stevens and we agreed that we both wanted to be friends and get to know each other. I also wandered around with Rew and Rebecca and I talked to Rew about a lot of stuff regarding Anya. And Derek and Lauren were both rolling, and even though I didn't spend too much time with them when we were all solidly rolling, I still had a very good talk with Derek about the weirdness last year. I think we're okay, and I'm incredibly happy about it. I feel like I have just rediscovered a whole other wealth of people that I was really missing. I think I really needed this. And I should go to bed because Rachel and I were going to get together tomorrow while she's at the sculpture studio, so I should shower and go to bed. But I wanted to capture this happy feeling of connection and acceptance. I love my friends, all of them. I'm really lucky. I am very aware of it right at this second.
I think I'm going to have a snack, shower, and go to bed.
Lots of love.
[Note: Paul helped me pick this icon, and he said this is what I looked like when I came into the room a few minutes ago. Woot.]
HAPPY!
Brian gave me 2 pills and so I rolled and it was awesome. I got to reconnect with most of my friends from first year, which was really nice. And not just that I was rolling and they were (or sometimes weren't), but we actually talked and it was really nice. I also was able to talk to Jon Stevens and we agreed that we both wanted to be friends and get to know each other. I also wandered around with Rew and Rebecca and I talked to Rew about a lot of stuff regarding Anya. And Derek and Lauren were both rolling, and even though I didn't spend too much time with them when we were all solidly rolling, I still had a very good talk with Derek about the weirdness last year. I think we're okay, and I'm incredibly happy about it. I feel like I have just rediscovered a whole other wealth of people that I was really missing. I think I really needed this. And I should go to bed because Rachel and I were going to get together tomorrow while she's at the sculpture studio, so I should shower and go to bed. But I wanted to capture this happy feeling of connection and acceptance. I love my friends, all of them. I'm really lucky. I am very aware of it right at this second.
I think I'm going to have a snack, shower, and go to bed.
Lots of love.
[Note: Paul helped me pick this icon, and he said this is what I looked like when I came into the room a few minutes ago. Woot.]
HAPPY!